Feeling screwed over again

We just can't seem to ever catch a break. Neither of us have a job, can't find one are down literally to our last $5 and now they are taking away one of the kids disability checks. Now I know that we shouldn't live mainly on those but when your out of work, in the country with no car and the needs of the kids out weigh everything in life what can you do? I am so fucking sick of being shot down every time we try and get out of the pit, we get slammed right back down. This is one of the things that makes it hard to find faith on a day like today. I need a job! Where are they?